I feel you, Iva, and am sending love your way.
I am much like you, so is my wife. We feel everything so much more than others. My wife is especially sensitive to the suffering of animals.
It’s tough being in a faraway place. Its harder when you feel alone. I’ve had those times since I moved here to the Philippines.
If you want someone to listen, hit me up on WeChat. Id:jason-weiland.